A Letter to Myself │Spoken Word Poetry

- :00 a letter to myself the clock strikes 00:03 three in the morning and I find myself 00:05 still awake tossing and turning thinking 00:08 and thinking about the day that awaits 00:11 my mind is against me but my heart tells 00:14 me to be strong it tells me that I will 00:17 eventually find my you for key I just 00:20 need a hold on there are reasons why 00:23 people live on and face the mundane and 00:25 sometimes bleak hours of this thing we 00:28 call life there are reasons we enjoy the 00:31 sunrise every morning birdsong and how 00:34 some people push the thought of suicide 00:36 away and put down the knife the laughter 00:39 loved ones cause the warmth of a hug and 00:42 a sweet late night kiss it is in these 00:45 moments that the wounded Souls find 00:47 bliss every known words of hatred 00:50 towards myself for many years words that 00:53 I'd never call anyone else words filled 00:55 with anger and fears dear me who has 00:58 pushed through pain attempted ending...